“Mephisto sagt: Ich bin ein Teil von jener Kraft, die stets das Böse will und stets das Gute schafft.” Faust I
Angelina Fabian – Biography and work
- Born in Kirgizstan, lived in Germany since 1991 and in South America since 2009.
- English and Slavic Philology studies at the Ruprecht Karl University in Heidelberg
- Interpretation studies at the Johannes Gutenberg University in Mainz
- Education as a non-medical practitioner at the AFG in Heidelberg
- Systemic Family Constellation by Bert Hellinger studies with Dwari Deutsch, and in the following years further education with several other systemic trainers.
- Reiki teacher trained at energiesworld.com.
- Practicing the original Ho’oponopono according to Morrnah Simeona
- Intensive course in the “New” Family Constellation with Bert and Sophie Hellinger
- Tapping /EFT according to Gary Craig’s “Official EFT” and other teachers such as Carol Look, Margaret Lynch, etc.
- 2012 Healing work with the shaman family Murajari, 5 ingestions of Ayahuasca for an intense internal healing.
- Human Design System training with John Martin as a “Living Your Design Guide”
How it all started …
At age 21, I completely collapsed. After my first year at Heidelberg University I voluntarily got into a psychiatric institution. I was deeply depressed and had profound death will, panic attacks, and I didn’t feel capable of confronting my daily life. Back then, I thought that psychiatric protection and assistance was the only possible way. However, not too long after, I realized that anti-depression pills and occasional therapy was not bringing anything.
Thus, I left, quit the anti-depression pills and continued looking for other healing methods. On my healing path, I participated in family constellations, applied tapping, energy healing, meditation and body work; I visited Gurus, I was with shamans an drank Ayahuasca. I met Human Design and for the first time in my life I understood who I was. I felt and saw the SELF that fills us every moment with the deepest love; I cried and laughed from the bottom of my heart.
I encountered my own madness, created by physical and mental violence, abuse and conditioning from a society that is out of touch with life. However, madness and deep pain revealed themselves as the door to the Here and Now and healing. My own wounds and the resulting misery allowed me to learn different methods to help myself. I studied with enthusiasm so that I could also help others to heal their traumas and restore their strength.
This is my favorite Goethe’s quote is. “The bad things” and “the shit” that happen to us become the fertilizer of our live, through which we grow stronger and firmer. It is just about integrating “the shit” and use it as fertilizer for our growth.
The essence of my work with clients
- Individuation: If you understand who you are and what your differentiated nature is, then you are beginning to archive your cartoonish fake Self, which grew as a result of conditioning of the mother home, the media, the society, and religion. You start to live more yourself, enter your own strength and by doing that inspire others to do the same.
- Find your own place in life: The entanglement inside the family system often leads to depression, failure, and illness. However, once the entanglement is resolved and you take your deserved and correct place in the family system and thus in life, then this leads you toward deeper solidarity, accomplishment, and health.
- Physical healing: If your body is weak and ill, then it shows you where something is out of alignment in your life and where you still refuse to live yourself, to what you do not pay attention and what you deny. Once it is resolved, you are in contact with yourself again, with your strength, and you can do what you are here for.
- Healing traumatic experiences: Each unresolved traumatic experience stored within ourselves, joins our energy and strength at an emotional, physical and intellectual level and allows us to live those experiences as an old and scratched vinyl record. Once these experiences are resolved, some space is created for something new in your life and you live more inner peace and fullness.
- Awakening into the Here and Now: If you acknowledge who you really are, beyond your thoughts, feelings, and matter, peace gets into you and you realize that you were deeply loved and worn out by life. At this point, the essence of healing, love and sense of life is revealed. Life lives through you.
Methods I use with my clients
Systemic family constellation – Where is your place in life? Whether we like it or not, whether we are aware of it or not, and no matter what happens, we are profoundly connected with our family system. If we restore the natural order in our family system through a family constellation, with respect for what was in front of us and for what has brought us here, we can take our individual place in life and prosper in fullness and freedom from the deep solidarity of our roots and our ancestors.
Natural healing – Where is unbalance in your body and what can you do about it? A healthy body is one of the columns for a full and successful life. I work with a wide range of means and simple methods which are as well natural and at the same time deep, bringing balance to the body. As long as it is done regularly and not only the body, but also the deep and stuck and not working emotions are healed.
Human Design System – Who are you and how to you make the right decision for yourself? Find out how your unique BEING works and learn how you can make the right decision for YOU, for your life; from the wisdom of your body, instead of going –as usual- with your mind conditioned by fear, running from trap to trap. Applying the human design system gives you back to yourself!
Reiki and Energy Work – Tense and stressed? As a result of the agitated and daily life of the “civilized” society with so little contact with nature and, thus, with ourselves. We are out of balance and with no relationship with intelligence and wisdom of our body. Reiki and energy work help us reach a profound relaxation, and allow us to “fall” in the body and connect back with its wisdom. Deep relaxation favors physic and emotional healing.
The code resource – Throughout our lives and our incarnation, we experience mess. Each fight, each action, each unfree emotion – such as sadness, hate, fury – relate us with people, places and situations that let us have certain experiences as a consequence; known as karma. Your energy is spread in time and space, your energy field is fragmented and you are confused and tied as a result of such energetic fragmentation. If only we re connected this connected energy, we would experience more and more a fullness and peaceful sensation.
Tapping/EFT – Have you ever experienced painful situations in life? Do you realize how these painful moments repeat once and again? This is due to painful experiences that have not been processed. With acupressure, we work on your traumatic wounds and experiences that hurt and interfere in life. If we have experiences something painful and it has not been worked, it is stored in our memory and nervous system. It can cause physical and unstopping emotional pain. If we solve it through acupressure in the head, our body heals, and we experience once again emotional balance and a connection with life.
If you want to make a reservation with me, click one of the above methods. You must take into account that aspirin is not my type of work, soul integrating numbing and distracting your attention from pain.
Do you want me to walk beside you unchaining step by step your vitality and strength in life? Are you ready for deep transformation and integration of your wounds so that they stop being a stone on your way and become a source for your strength?
Do you long for more dedication for yourself? Wish for yourself the biggest strength for the biggest stamina and will to deal with pain and your shadow with love and courage!
I am not going to heal you; your intelligent body and your system will. I am a helper that supports your way towards yourself and your strength with available resources so that you can be tied to life and can develop your vitality step by step with more freedom and solidarity.